Sunday, January 23, 2011

18. Side effects

At last the weekend!! Esther has duties at home, boring, but that make her family happy, so all Saturdays mornings cleaning the livingroom, and with her music is more amuse.
She feel keen to go out tonight. Today they meet early, although some of the girls are not very punctual . They're going to Stelle's parents's premises to do all kind of things. They've drunk a lot, and want to have a great fun.
The bad part is that some of the girls were not really good, including Esther, but not than much. So, it was a petty quarrel, and the friends have separated, is that not kind of selfish??Specially Rossie and Cindy. Heather dissapeared with a guy, as always as usual. Geraldine wanted to drive Stelle to hospital, but after a while arguing what to do they met Maisie and her new"friends", and she messed again everything, but Stelle suddenly got better and they went together to another place, can you believe it???What the hell is going on with these people??. Ge'ne got than mad that she blamed Esther(are you serious???what about the bitch one??).
These are not a good times obviously, and Esther was tired and boring. This thing of drinking and smoking joints sometimes let down more.

17. Hanging on to the friends

This week Hank hast got closer a little more to Esther, but not a lot. Besides she doesn't know what is doing, she went with Susan, playing truants, and when Hank knew about it said to Esther that is an unconscious and immature girl, anyway, everything but pretty, and that they're definitely over, their relation never will work. So, what an awful day!
Becky now is very happy with Austin, at least Esther, Rufus and Aaron are having a good fun together, although Rud is the one who laughs of her, again. But in that moment she answered him, and they both were there, face to face, Esther really nervous, like trembling, mixed to the feeling to cry... But, then, his popular friends showed up. After this, she played truants alone, because she doesn't feel very good, and that nobody understand her, but she doesn't care.
Whereas Esther was calm in her bedroom, listening to her favourite music, Stelle called to cheer her up, and later Heather,etc... And they met a as an alternative plan after her mother speech about the studies.
While they were laughing, grabbing a a drink and eating, they decided a plan for the weekend and be happier. Just in that moment Rossie arrrived saying that she and Jeff are having a break, and that she thinks he cheat on her. Amazing!Ah!and another plan to make Maisie not to go out with them, even lately she is very pain and could be going out with weird people, having drugs and that stuff, who, by the way, call them , but they told her they were not going out this weekend, hahaha

16. Quarrels everywhere

What a horrible week! Hank mad, and Esther apologizing. And Becky behind needling her to not back together, how can this be possible and be so envious?? Esther realised she's not the kind of friend that would like to have, and she just talk with Stelle, Aaron and Rufus, that it seem they understand her better. But as an advice: To forget him!And for another hand JM saying that Hank misses her. At the end of the classes Austin was waiting for Becky, 'cause Aaron is sick of them. That seemed they made it up.
After Confirmation all the group met in the Parish because some of the girls left it, and they went to grab a drink. The surprise of the night was the argument of Rossie and Jeff, and later with Cindy, what a mess between these guys!
Afterwards Maisie joined, who was saying her stories, in other words: "Maistories". This one; she met with an unknown guy who drugged her. All the girls were worried and shocked, come on!!!And the one who have to put up with her at the end is Esther, going back home, and Maisie didn't doubt of complain and criticize her friends. Esther was thinking by herself that she is very weak, and that she can't take out her really character, wondering about the reasons.

15. A wrong party

This week has been special for Esther, everyday with Hank, she likes him a lot, even more if it can be possible.There's too another point, Becky doesn't like at all this relation and now she hates guys, just unbelievable. So esther was arguing with her, following them the rest of people around, even JM with Hank, Rud was laughing all the time. For the first time Esther is very happy, at last, and she doesn't understand all this mess.

Hank invited Esther to his birthday party, and she told her friends, who didn't have better plans.
The worst part is that Maisie went too, standing out, as always as usual, drinking and smoking a lot. Rossie came a bit later with Jeff and his friends, so the party got out of control, so much that Hank blamed Esther because of everything, telling her to pay the damages done. She felt very humiliated, all that argument in front of everybody, she didn't expect nothing like that, and in the way back home Becky saying that she warned her about it.

When Esther was alone in her way began to cry, but behind was Maisie, beginning another argument, but for Esther that was enough, whatever!She can't stand her, but right now is not the mean problem.

So when she arrived home, went quickly to her bedroom, to relax a little, with her music, and wrote in her diary all that happened, at least she felt relieved like this, when she feel ok, alone in her bed, taking out everything inside to her papers.