Thursday, November 17, 2011

27. Overwhelming family

This week Becky has been very annoying 'cause it seems that she's not ok with Austin. Besides Aaron has said to Esther that they're really bad, such a tiring girl! Stelle is in the same way, but the other way round, maybe Esther is antiboyfriends, while Hank begins flirting with her, so she can't understand anything. Stelle have told Esther to have lunch together because she is alone home. In the way to her house Heather joined them, but when Esther phoned to her parents they said not to go, why? She was so stoned that she began to cry her heart out. In the afternoon when she arrived home there was no argument, however all the family were talking, Esther was giving her opinion of everything, she explained that her family just want her to study a lot and no more, they don't care about anything else, neither her feelings, and she 's realized that there's a whole world outside to discover. She feels so missunderstood that attends a sèance in her bedroom, which is Elspeth's too, and she's showed up, dazzled, asks to Esther what's going on with her, whether she has a problem or what is it. So embarrasing! Later Stelle has phoned to go out and talk of what happened home, Esther is relieved that she has friends like Stelle, although somewhere between the conversation they are smoking cigarettes and joints, in adittion Maisie joined them, and they've begun to tell adventures. That's the moment when Esther begin to feel sad because this weekend she has to go with her family to an excursion, without knowing how to get out of it, she just can't stand her family. Wrting all this in her diary she even sometimes, thinks that maybe they are not her real family, they're so different each other, perhaps not physically, at leat the women, but her father is very different, no one has his green eyes(unfortunately)...

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