33. Confused

Despite Friday's party, is Saturday, so with this sunny day the girls are more keen to go out. They met soon to gossip about the Disco things. But, some of the girls were disagree with Rossie's relation, and they said that Heather is weird lately, to Esther is just a question of time. In the 2nd bar they saw Heaher with his cousin's group, and her new boyfriend, she almost didn't even say hi. For the rest of girls that was a sign that Heather doesn't give a damn of them, but they prefer not to think too much about that. When they met Rossie and Cindy, these ones didn't spend a long time with them, 'cause they went off to see their guys. THAT was not good looking neither, to the other girls. After some pubs, Esther met Troy and they were talking and stuff like the last day. It turned that Ge'ne got upset, asking Esther about her intentions with him very mad, and then she left. Stelle, surprised, went towards her, of course. Esther didn't care, but Troy told her that he didn't want to be a problem between them, saying that he enjoys her company, but not like a serious relation. In the end he drove her home and ended as a good friend, whereas Esther didn't feel like that.

32. Party of relief

What an amazing day today. Becky got it off her chest with Esther saying that she`s not with Austin anymore. The people there, were agree with her,and so mad, even with Aaron and Rufus, because they didn't understand her. All of them arguing again, blaming each other. Esther was weirdly observing that unusual situation. Conclusion: Becky wanted to go out, so tonight...a great party. She was so excited that invited everybody at school, there'll be a party in the Disco. And they had fun, though Becky went back home soon. Later there had been a scene, obviously Maisie's, who was flirting with Heather's cousin(you know, a sexual scene), for another hand Heather got involved with his friend, and surprise!they were friends of Troy's exgirlfriend, who, by the way, was looking at Esther in a strange way. Ge'ne and Stelle were let down, Rossie showed up with Chuck, it's kind of shocking that they began to date, anyway, she informed the girls that Cindy and Ralph are giving a try, after all..... Apart from all this, Esther had a lot of fun with Wendy, she never thought this popular girl was so nice.

31. Nothing but bundles

Despite the weird night that they had yesterday, the girls have gone out tonight, Saturday of course!And what a whole night. Just at the beginning there were some arguments, and the breakdowns, and more things, for example, Rossie and Jeff splitted up definitely. Cindy didn't know anything about Heather's thing, someone puts it foot in it, and what Esther has heard...Apparently Ge'ne and Troy got involved. So, what a mess, drinking and drinking a lot. All the girls were there arguing very annoyed. Arriving to the first bar, a telling-off with the porter, he didin't allow them to go into, until one guy they met, help them. Inside the bar, of course, the famous guys. it was even funny, while Esther was talking with Troy, Cindy and Ralph arguing, Rossie and Chuck flirting. The rest of the girls were still annoyed and when all of them left the bar, Troy told Esther not to go, and he was so kind..., and so sweet....that they got involved!!!!!!!!!!!! But that happiness didn't last long time, 'cause Stelle told her later that Ge'ne and Heather were mad saying that she was a bitch."Excuse me???????Look who's talking!!!" Then, Esther saw that Ralph didn't want to be with Heather, calling her everything but pretty, you could see how painful was for her. So, that was the scene, including Rossie and Chuck together, everything very surrealist. In those moments the most important to Esther was Troy's chirdry, driving Stelle and her home.

30. Changing things

It seems to be true, it's time for change. At these moments Esther spends more time with Susan, some of the schoolmates tease her, `cause she's a heavy weirdo, but Esther doesn't give a damn, at least she has good times with her. Not like the trio, always arguing. Lately, Alvin talks to Esther. Today they've had an exam, and he was copying out Esther's paper, following him Hank and Rud, almost caught!Because of Hanks's fault, he's terrible. When they have finished they've begin to talk about the move.
After confirmation Esther has met with Susan, ´cause she invited her to a party, so all the group to a...................................heavy party!But that wasn't for the dancer girls . Ge'ne wanted to cheer up, supposely she split up with Allan, that's what Stelle has said to Esther, and that probably the boys should have met another girls. After some minutes not knowing what to do there, they left that place, and Susan flirting with a guy.
Walking forward their favourite bars, SURPRISE. Edmund and Allan with another girls flirting. Unbelievable but true!!!Due to Ge'ne's face they were still together, Troy was there to cheer her up, who was alone and drove her home, what a weird gentleman. Stelle and Esther were freaking out, carrying on the night, they met Heather, who apologized for everything, blaming the alcohol, saying she needs help to change, that's obvius.

29. When you least expect it

Today there's a school outing, in our class.Let's see how it is, although Esther doesn't like a lot this kind of things. Becky doesn't talk to her, she's still mad and goes with Rufus and Aaron, just amazing!'cause they slagg her off constantly. For another hand Hank is with J.M., of course, these days he's been distant. Anyway, going to the background of the bus, Esther has found an empty place next to Henrietta, in the end, this has been the best decision, they've had a fun time with Wendy and Maisie, when you least expect it! So,looking forward to that museum.........................., and they've already arrived.
Of course, Rud has had his joking moment, but it wasn't than cruel than another times, while there she's been talking with his friends, who there are a jokers too, especially Hugh. However, with Alvin, Esther was kind of edgy, all the time behind her, besides she's been told off because of his fault, and they've been thrown out of the library. And there they have been, talking about everything, some things have been cleared up, but she was a bit confusing. What was he meant?Rud likes Esther?NO WAY .
Going back home, gossiping with the girls, Susan has fitted in with them. Esther was very surprised with all these things happening, is this the time to change?Maybe at the beginning, you choose the wrong people to be your friend, or classmate.. And what about Rud's thing?she was disagree with Alvin, if a boy likes a girl, he tries to flirt in some variety of ways, but annoying her??teasing her???that's not the right way for her, even though, she just doesn't want to think about that. Is so nasty...

28. Disappointments.

Today Stelle has said to Esther that this weekend she has to go out and get involved with Troy, very seriously, Esther was quite bewildered with such security.
Stelle has informed her that the couples are not than good. Like Becky, and when Esther's told her something honestly she's got annoyed, but Esther doesn't care and kept on telling her all things possible. maybe this time Becky is really mad at her, well, she doesn't mind at all, better for her, now that she knows what kind of interest is after her friendship.
By the way, Rud doesn't have his own life, 'cause is a gossip guy and teased Stelle, this time.
So, tonight: to enjoy it! Esther is keen to go out, but in another hand she also wants to change sometimes their plannes, at the end they always do the same things.
And tonight, again, another one with rows,
1st-The one of Ge'ne and Allan's , and they even have split up,
2nd-Heather is not with Hunk anymore, according to some news in the group, she stayed with Ralph and Troy last weekend, and she should have get involved with both of them. Thats' too much to say, so, when Esther found the right moment she went to talk with her, and Heather confessed EVERYTHING. WHAT A BIG ARGUMENT!!!!!!!!Because Heather even called her a dull person, and straitlaced, false...'Excuse me???'
She couldn't believe all that, she had never been so mad and let down at the same time. Then, the rest of the group went out from the bar and tried to calm her, telling her to forget about Heather, leaving her alone. That was so unexpected for Esther, she though of Heather as her closest friends ever, and now all this???The only thing she really worthed was the company of the other girls, and that they were with her and not with Heather

27. Overwhelming family

This week Becky has been very annoying 'cause it seems that she's not ok with Austin. Besides Aaron has said to Esther that they're really bad, such a tiring girl! Stelle is in the same way, but the other way round, maybe Esther is antiboyfriends, while Hank begins flirting with her, so she can't understand anything. Stelle have told Esther to have lunch together because she is alone home. In the way to her house Heather joined them, but when Esther phoned to her parents they said not to go, why? She was so stoned that she began to cry her heart out. In the afternoon when she arrived home there was no argument, however all the family were talking, Esther was giving her opinion of everything, she explained that her family just want her to study a lot and no more, they don't care about anything else, neither her feelings, and she 's realized that there's a whole world outside to discover. She feels so missunderstood that attends a sèance in her bedroom, which is Elspeth's too, and she's showed up, dazzled, asks to Esther what's going on with her, whether she has a problem or what is it. So embarrasing! Later Stelle has phoned to go out and talk of what happened home, Esther is relieved that she has friends like Stelle, although somewhere between the conversation they are smoking cigarettes and joints, in adittion Maisie joined them, and they've begun to tell adventures. That's the moment when Esther begin to feel sad because this weekend she has to go with her family to an excursion, without knowing how to get out of it, she just can't stand her family. Wrting all this in her diary she even sometimes, thinks that maybe they are not her real family, they're so different each other, perhaps not physically, at leat the women, but her father is very different, no one has his green eyes(unfortunately)...

26. The Great Weekend (3rd part)

Sunday- The girls have met at midday to talk about all that happened last days and very happy because they all have boyfriend. Esther has had a conversation with Maureen deeply, who has told her that nothing happened between Troy and her, and if Esther likes him a lot she doesn't give a damn about him. Ohh!!That's so good to hear to Esther, she just realizes how great fiend is Maureen. Rossie was very enthusiastic because Esther is dating Ian, and while they were going to the place the've met, there were just Rossie's boyfriend and Horace, who tells Esther that Ian is not going and that he breaks up with her. What?Hahahaha, that was a joke??Because of her reaction, freaking out, he tries to cheer her up, saying to her that he doesn't understand the reason with beautiful words from his part "you're so pretty, and cute..."bla bla bla, but this was the best part: "if you want we can make him be jealous"For Esther that was the last thing to hear, he makes a plan up. Rossie knows where he is..... "Excuse me??-asked Esther (how did Rossie know that??)it's so surrealistic!Anyway, everybody to the pool-hall! After thrashing Ian, Esther celebrates it kissing Horace(she didn't even know how good she was at this game)and in that moment a blonde girl comes in, who goes towards Ian and kissed him..., her girlfriend???But, what the hell???!!! When her friends showed up Esther left the place quickly, and very embarrased. Although Esther didn't want to know anymore about guys, of course, she met Troy, who, by the way, tells her he likes her too. That REALLY was the last thing for that weekend, what a F****** bastard!But that was not the end, later his ex-girlfriend, again in the bar, and Esther could see he wanted to make it up. Amazing!What a mickey! At least, Esther went home proud and happy of everything that she did that long weekend