86. ALL AROUND

There’s a good feeling at class, Imogen is more relaxed, but she likes getting blushed to Alan, that’s fun, hahaha, though for him not. However it doesn’t seem to bothers him too much. The bad thing is that sometimes she says really seriously and dramatically to Esther not to like her his boy “excuse me???” after that order from Imogen, Esther got a bit annoyed, she even warns her to spend more time together, what’s that supposed to mean?? Esther took a long time to appreciate the good company and friends, and for her those statements from Imogen were not coming from a true friend. The good side of Esther’s confirmation course is that she’s surprisely having fun with all the new people. How not! There’s a handsome boy called Henry, even though he’s a joker, and she doesn’t like that at all. There’s been a dinner, so a lot of fun. Later Esther has met with her friends, it was a bit sad ‘cause she was talking to a group of nice guys, but not very nice for the girls, so she was not going to be alone with them. After that she put pressure on Maureen about Luke, that’s not common at all, but it is for them, she just wants to help, but Maureen doesn’t see it that way, she needs time.

60. DROWNING THE SORROWS

Esther has arrived late to the Confirmation course and the nun of course, has told her off: -“you’ve got to take seriously this course, to be in peace with God and be a good catholic, if not you’re out” To Esther actually is not such a big deal, so she’s thinking again about attending that course, but she’s fed up, even her friends are not going. With all that bothering to Esther, she has decided to drink, of course with the same group as usual. And that’s great fun, because Alvin is there, fooling around her, but she likes that…’Till a moment that Esther suddenly has the feeling to bring up. The worst is that some class mates were there, what a shame!However, they have been very kind to see if she’s ok. After all this, Esther has met, again, Troy and his new friends, because he’s told her that the group where he was before splitted up. And there, they have been, talking about that and the reasons (dislikes, difference of opinions…) Her friends got annoyed because of that, talking with Troy, like nothing had happened before. “Oh!Come on!is just a conversation” sometimes she doesn’t understand them. That’s a silly reason to her.