98. IN THE END, FUNNY

Esther has decided to write a love letter to Jay, because she found out his address and all his information. She thought that maybe was a very weird craziness but Wendy dared her, so then she showed her that she could do it. When she was about to send it to him, started thinking that he might see her, and obviously that could be very embarrassing. And this is exactly what has happened on Saturday, so Esther tried not to look at him. Besides Imogen has gone to say a couple of things to George and he spit on her face. Freaking amazing!!! And even denying they had kissed, Esther knew he was lying, because she was there! For another hand Luke’s friends were cheering Maureen up, they didn’t expect anything like that, even one of the guys started to flirt with her, saying that Luke was an idiot for not worthing her, and saying she was very beautiful. There has been also a moment that they saw Stelle, and told her about Ivor and Molly , and she didn’t know anything of that, who also informed Esther that she was going out with the girl she was with more than the others, because they got tired of so many dramas (duh, obvious) and they sometimes date guys who are friends, like it’s something common. Well, yes, she might be right, but if you don’t like a guy at the beginning, and after some months you like him, what happened there? (Again Esther just thinking all this to herself) Going home, Esther has met a couple of boys, who were nice but they wanted to go with her to her pad, but she didn’t trust them, so she told them to leave. How strange things can happen in a night, Esther is glad, that even though she gets drunk, she knows what she’s doing, like letting some strangers go with her, when she is totally capable of going alone…

87. LACK OF CONTROL

Esther’s been drinking today too much, it’s been even embarrassing because she’s seen Henry, though he was laughing out loud, so at least she’s funny when she’s drunk. So much that she got his phone number, Esther was really happy for that, and her friends freaking out because of her behaviour. Jay caught her up when she was following him, but she doesn’t care, because she’s also seen Alan, yehaaa!!! So after all this crazy and wild night, at the end, as it’s said, you have to throw up what you drink in anyway, so gross… and regarding Esther that happened just suddenly, in the middle of the street. But the good thing is that a boy, who was passing, tried to cheer her up and even gave her some earrings, kind of funny! Afterwards she tried to feel better, drinking a lot of water, and then she run into Ge’ne , they told each other a lot of stuff, even that she’s still dating Aidan, what a dumb girl! After all he did… What Esther was not expecting at all, is that she lost her keys and had to ring home. What a telling off from her parents!!And they do have a reason, with that awful wasted face that Esther had.

79. HUMILIATING 17th birthday!!! So cool!!! Esther wants to make a big celebration, even though she hadn’t passed half of her assignments. So, she first went to The Sylvan with Imogen, that was fun, they saw everybody and the hot waiter invited them to some shots. Later they met the other girls, a bit dull. The bad side is that Esther met Glen, they didn’t argue a lot but when she saw his new girl, thought that was for the best, such an ugly girl!!! Maybe Esther drunk too much that night, however, that was enough ‘cause then like that if she was going to meet Adam she could be more dare. And it happened!!! So… she took advantage and pounced on him to kiss his lips, but he rejected her, saying that she scares him and that it wasn’t going to finish good, because they’re very different. Esther didn’t expect this kind of reaction, she felt embarrassed, humiliated, sad and way too drunk to cry. During all this moment a boy was trying to cheer her up, asking her why she was crying, and that way she began to take everything out, and with all that mix they ended up kissing. Her friends were freaking out and Glen!! Who saw everything. At the end not all the boys reject her.

64. TEENAGERS

Lately Esther is having real fun at class, maybe too much, she talks to a lot of classmates, which is not that usual, compare to last year and primary school, where she couldn't have any kind of conversation but with 3 people, more or less. Today she's been joking with Hugh and Ralph, joining, of course, later Adam, unexplainable! They didn't realise how mad was the teacher 'til she expelled Esther, telling her she was on the wrong way to go the university, and that her mother was going to know about all that, not good news...”why is such a big deal?” During the break Hugh and his friend Teddy tried to cheer her up, and went together to the park to smoke. In their way back to school, to Head Teacher's room, the first time that Esther has to go there. What a big telling off from her mother, again..., this time with her sisters, and they have been also complaining “what the hell??? This is not of your business!”-thinks Esther. The next Friday she could go out at night, so everything forgotten, that's what really brings her life. As usual, she's been drinking a lot, in addition there was a party in the louts' premises, and Esther got involved with most of them. However that was not such a fun time to her.

60. DROWNING THE SORROWS

Esther has arrived late to the Confirmation course and the nun of course, has told her off: -“you’ve got to take seriously this course, to be in peace with God and be a good catholic, if not you’re out” To Esther actually is not such a big deal, so she’s thinking again about attending that course, but she’s fed up, even her friends are not going. With all that bothering to Esther, she has decided to drink, of course with the same group as usual. And that’s great fun, because Alvin is there, fooling around her, but she likes that…’Till a moment that Esther suddenly has the feeling to bring up. The worst is that some class mates were there, what a shame!However, they have been very kind to see if she’s ok. After all this, Esther has met, again, Troy and his new friends, because he’s told her that the group where he was before splitted up. And there, they have been, talking about that and the reasons (dislikes, difference of opinions…) Her friends got annoyed because of that, talking with Troy, like nothing had happened before. “Oh!Come on!is just a conversation” sometimes she doesn’t understand them. That’s a silly reason to her.

54. THERE’S NO NEED TO GO THAT FAR

Today: big party. Of course the plan is the same, Esther has to encourage Maureen and Imogen because they don’t want to go the premises. But they were just the group of girls, gossiping about Friday’s plan ‘cause Esther, Stelle and Ge’ne met, with his boyfriends, and more friends of them. Again, Esther drunk so much that in some way she got involved with Pitch, kind of “this is 1 chance I don’t intend to miss” in the loon, a bit dirty(she’s not like that at all). So, laughing out loud, except Imogen, totally horrifed, like Maureen, oh!come on!is not such a big deal. However, it seems that for them it is a big deal, and they don’t talk to her, soooo dull. Anyway, more to enjoy with the rest of the girls. In the end all of them are very drunk, even Maureen, who’s got involved with the hottest guy of the louts: Jessy. But Esther was already ok, and went away to breath fresh air, with Imogen and Ivor, walking around. In a pub they’ve met Maureen’s sister: Phoebe, and there they have been, talking together with another guys, Esther thought they were all friends, but apparently not ‘til she’s realised one of them was flirting, and they’ve got involved. Afterwards Imogen and Esther got mad, even though Imogen was talking with his friend, didn’t recommend her to be with that guy. –“What???But, what’s going on??!Is not like we’re getting married, dude..”- said Esther, who thinks is worse than her mother, hahahaha

49. The Betrayal

Today there are events in the neighborhood. Wendy wanted to meet Esther, she didn’t want to reject that plan, but told her friends to go there, who unfortunately, didn’t go, and had to stay with Wen, Mai and Ivy. It was not as bad as Esther thought, ‘cause actually she doesn’t really like that kind od stuff. But they were at some funfairs, and had a couple of drinks. Despite that Esther got boring, saying that she was leaving, however the other girls insisted her to go to the city center, where they met Esther’s group, of course, with the lout guys. They’re so assholes, but Esther didn’t care, she was so drunk in that moment, so much..., that suddenly a gipsy fat guy : Elmer, began to flirt with her and they got involved!, just like that. Then Maureen, freacking out, adviced Esther to leave. When they were going to The Hunderts they saw Ivy and Co. talking with some weird girls, who begun to tear each other’s hair out, hitting them and fighting, that was so shocking that Esther forgot she was drunk, and hear those gypsies telling the girls, that was from Maisie’s and not to tease her anymore. Afterwards tey tried to chear them up. Wendy said that some of them stole her, she had lots of money, because of her birthday, That was amazing!!!it was her birthday????she didn’t know anything!!!They went back home. Esther wrote in her diary that she’s grateful for the good friends she has, after all,...

48. The welcoming dinner

Dinner’s classroom was not celebrated yet, but tonight is the night. To Esther, actually, is really good that Imogen is at her class, because the rest of the classmates are a bit posh, and always thinking to be popular, that’s so stupid for her.Even there are some poshy couples, soooo unbearable to Esther. For another hand she’s having a better relation with Wendy, another one who is very popular, however she’s not that posh, the truth is that she’s really nice. Anyway, the great news: Adam is going to dinner!Besides in class, there was a moment when Imogen and Esther were talking about him, and they’ve almost caught up by Wendy. Nobody should know it!!!! Esther met Maisie and Wendy to go to the center city, by the way, a bit late, because they’re not very punctual, but neither the rest of the classmates. It was kind of cool at the beginning, not with a lot of people, although Esther was expecting anxiously to Adam, and then Rud showed up, without him saying that he was not going to come. Damn!So...what to do???let’s get drunk, why not?Of course, the worst wasn’t that, when Stelle showed up with Frankie and his friends, shouting, with vulgar remarks, and all that stuff, what a shame... The rest of the night Esther’s friends were telling her about what happened, finally she and Imogen decided to get lost by purpose.

45. Rossie’s birthday

These birthday things are really messy. At the end Stelle and Rossie are celebrating it together, at this stage. Apparently Rossie is not well with Chuck and they’ve had an entertained party with that gossip. Rossie has also invited one cousin of her, accompanied by his friend, and other unknown people. This has been a big surprise, especially to the people who was not invited. Among all these discussions Rossie’s parents showed up, and they gated her, the rest of people left quickly. However the girls carried on their party, some guys drove them to the city center, but that was crazy, because the driver was drunk, and they realized that in the car. In the way to the pubs they met the usual people, including Troy, who joined Esther. Some girls met the new group of boys, who looked madly at Troy, but he didn’t realise and flirted with Maureen. Esther was amazed and had to put up with the other boys, who are kind of LOUTS, did you know this???So, she preferred to stay with Ivor, who was staring all the time at Stelle kissing and other things, with Franky, “-What the hell is she doing with him???- asked Ivor to Esther; obviously he was in love with her, no doubt.

44. The rainy night

So, today it's supposed to be the hunting super-plan. Although is not to going to be like that, because it doesn't stop raining, these girls want to go out, but this is such a bad weather. Of course they've drunk and smoke, and everything in the premises, that's cool, not rain, lots of laughs and besides is cheap. The bad side is that Stelle has a new friend: Ivor, who is a bit tiring and silly. Esther thinks he likes Stelle, all the time with her... Esther is afraid they're too much drunk and stoned, as usual, and still raining outside. To Esther this plan is boring, they didn't see anyone, and she wants to go home `cause that's sad. While they were going to take the bus, some guys stood under Esther's umbrella, just like that! So there they were talking. Esther said it was small to 5 people. But these guys insisted: Frank (the funny guy), Aidan (the most handsome), Ozzie (the cocky one). Of course, the girls began to mark them, well, these group of guys wanted to join the rest of his friends, all trying to convince Esther, but it was not than difficult, and not a long way. So, they met the rest of the boys. They were a lot!In just 5 minutes Franky and Stelle got involved. They went to a pub, and when Esther got out from the toilet saw Aidan with Ge'ne, but...her friends???No one was there, jus 'Pitch', who began to talk with her, and other things..... It's obvius that was too much drunk, hahaha...(getting involved in the back of the toilet)