71. WRONG DECISIONS

Last week it's been quite depressing for Esther, she can't bear Imogen, who gets mad for any silly thing and it seems that she can't talk to Adam or Rodd, it should be cool that they're getting better in their relation with them, but for Imogen it's annoying and sometimes she acts like if she was jealous and bothered about that, making weird scenes, humilliating Esther in front of the class, and that for her is crossing the line. While she was having lunch with the girls, Stelle tell her that she understands the situation and cheer her up to try with Jay or Adam, but actually she is kind of tired with the guys thing, if something has to happen, they'll see it. When Esther is home, just because they were nobody else there, she decided to make a séance and everything turned so black, that she got really sad and blue, that suddenly she went to her mother's medicines, and took lots of pills to kill herself. The next morning Esther couldn't wake up and her mother went to hospital with her. After all the tests and analitics the doctors didn't see anything weird. In the end she confess everything to her mum, who supports her, saying that life is very hard. Imogen, worried, because Esther didn't go to High School, phoned her, and told her off, for such a stupid idea and begged her no to do it again, because she loved her and needed her in this mad world, that was the first time somebody tell Esther that loves her, so she felt surprisingly flattered and stupid.

64. TEENAGERS

Lately Esther is having real fun at class, maybe too much, she talks to a lot of classmates, which is not that usual, compare to last year and primary school, where she couldn't have any kind of conversation but with 3 people, more or less. Today she's been joking with Hugh and Ralph, joining, of course, later Adam, unexplainable! They didn't realise how mad was the teacher 'til she expelled Esther, telling her she was on the wrong way to go the university, and that her mother was going to know about all that, not good news...”why is such a big deal?” During the break Hugh and his friend Teddy tried to cheer her up, and went together to the park to smoke. In their way back to school, to Head Teacher's room, the first time that Esther has to go there. What a big telling off from her mother, again..., this time with her sisters, and they have been also complaining “what the hell??? This is not of your business!”-thinks Esther. The next Friday she could go out at night, so everything forgotten, that's what really brings her life. As usual, she's been drinking a lot, in addition there was a party in the louts' premises, and Esther got involved with most of them. However that was not such a fun time to her.