98. IN THE END, FUNNY

Esther has decided to write a love letter to Jay, because she found out his address and all his information. She thought that maybe was a very weird craziness but Wendy dared her, so then she showed her that she could do it. When she was about to send it to him, started thinking that he might see her, and obviously that could be very embarrassing. And this is exactly what has happened on Saturday, so Esther tried not to look at him. Besides Imogen has gone to say a couple of things to George and he spit on her face. Freaking amazing!!! And even denying they had kissed, Esther knew he was lying, because she was there! For another hand Luke’s friends were cheering Maureen up, they didn’t expect anything like that, even one of the guys started to flirt with her, saying that Luke was an idiot for not worthing her, and saying she was very beautiful. There has been also a moment that they saw Stelle, and told her about Ivor and Molly , and she didn’t know anything of that, who also informed Esther that she was going out with the girl she was with more than the others, because they got tired of so many dramas (duh, obvious) and they sometimes date guys who are friends, like it’s something common. Well, yes, she might be right, but if you don’t like a guy at the beginning, and after some months you like him, what happened there? (Again Esther just thinking all this to herself) Going home, Esther has met a couple of boys, who were nice but they wanted to go with her to her pad, but she didn’t trust them, so she told them to leave. How strange things can happen in a night, Esther is glad, that even though she gets drunk, she knows what she’s doing, like letting some strangers go with her, when she is totally capable of going alone…

91. SERIOUS CONVERSATIONS

What an amazing day at class! Obviously Imogen was there, next to Alan, who couldn’t stop talking to him and teasing him. The guy was getting blushed and shy, and Archy and Esther were laughing about that, but of course not aloud. Anyway, in the end the teacher after 3 times warning her, kicked Imogen out, asking for her not to come back again. The unbelievable surprise is that Imogen went on the defensive and acted really rude, telling Esther to defend her, but she passed. When Esther was with her classmates at lunch, they asked her why she was friend of Imogen and to give a damn about her- “If she could…” Today it was one of Confirmation last course. Afterwards they all went to have a drink, which it’s been cool. Later Esther, Maureen and Ivy had a serious conversation about Imogen because nobody can stand her, she’s so mean, tiring, weird, and so many negative things…, but they don’t know how’s going to end. At least the rest of the night was ok, meeting lots of people and again having fun with Luke’s friends.

90. A BAD NIGHT

What a crap of a Saturday! Esther was going out really happy with her new orange cool coat. The plan of the night was obviously the same as usual, following Luke and his friends,” funnyyyy!!” But at least, the girls find out that they have nicknames, truth is, that was the funniest of that night. Specially because after all that, Esther saw all the boys that she likes with their girlfriends: Derek, Troy, Alan,… (well, she doesn’t know about Alan, but he’s definitely really handsome and it’s always great to see him)In a pub, they were talking with some guys, and when they were leaving to another pub, Esther found out that her coat wasn’t there. What a f***ing bad luck! The thing is that she’d actually seen some gipsy girls, who looked quite bad, around it. Besides, that night was really cold! So, Esther was not going to go home like that, so that she stole another coat from a pub they don’t usually go. Maureen and Ivy were annoyed about that and told her off: “- but what the hell??? I don’t like this either! Come on! I never do these things, but what you want me to do? Get freezing?” Yet home Esther sees that the coat doesn’t have lots of things, though she feels guilty. She confesses writing in her diary that she’s not having a very good moment, Imogen bothers her all the time, there are bad moments also regarding love and everything, she’s so pissed off. Stealing that coat, gave her a feeling she never had: adrenaline. But not anymore.

75. THE AGENDA

“ Don't ask me why, but in my way to class from the break, Ralph took my agenda, where was all full of the notes between Imogen and me, and he knows about Adam, so...talking to Wendy about it. What a terrible moment, "don't you have life Ralph?? Live me alone!" Thank God I said it was before, because now I like my boyfriend. However, Wendy didn't believe me, why not? It's true! Adam almost read everything. What a big talking to the class, and Imogen didn't care, all the time laughing, and it was all her fault. I met tonight with wendy, who wants to meet Glen, taking advantage we've been talking about the morning thing, god!she's a bit tiring! So, you still like Adam?-asks Wendy Nooo, I don't -( I answered a bit doubtfully) I don't believe you-says Wendy Come on! Don't be tiring Wen, he's cute, but nothing else, and it's just impossible - Esther why impossible? - Wendy Because she also has a girlfriend, and he could have tried something, but didn't do it,'cause he doesn't like me. So the best is to forget everything - Esther when I've been later with Glen, it's been better, who's brought more friends, and Wendy really likes him for me, but I think she's still with the Adam thing, that's past. Of course, Imogen's been rude, and I've had to calm her down, -but what the hell is wrong?? Try to have fun girl... She's even scared Glen. Tonight he's driven me home, so sweet! I really need this right now”

66. FALSENESS AROUND

All the girls have met to go out, and this didn't happen for a long time: 8 girls and Ivor, who, by the way, confessed them that he likes Molly, and it was supposed to be Stelle the one he liked. Anyway, the thing is that even though Esther didn't feel a lot of kindness for him, they've spent all this night together. She've found out that Cindy is not with Alvin any more, whome Esther totally has forgotten, because this is the night she's going to meet Jay, sooo gorgeous. So, while Esther was thinking it was a cool night, just in that moment they've met the louts, and even Elmer was all the time annoying her, such a nightmare! But the most shocking was when they all saw Maureen and Alvin getting involved. Afterwards there have been separations and Esther left with Ivor, who didn't want to see Molly with Isaac, so both of them, getting out their chest. When it was late, and Esther was going home, she met Maureen, who was apologising continuously, that she accepted, but actually that was kind of false from her part because she's criticizing all the time about the louts and everybody's behaviour, as if she was a saint, and later she does the same damn stuff, so...what's the point?

62. MISTAKES AND FLIRTINGS

Yesterday night was a High School Party, and honestly kind of boring. At least there was a cute boy, who knew Maureen, they studied in the same Primary School, but different classrooms, so with nice views… This Saturday it was another dressing-up party. At the beginning in a house, there was a little mess between the group of girls, ‘cause apparently Stelle got involved with some guy, and when his boyfriend knew it, begun to look for him, sometimes she’s a bit silly. It’s a good job that they didn’t find the guy; because he doesn’t have any fault. After a couple of hours the trio (Maureen, Imogen, and Esther ) got lost on purpose. In a bar Imogen’s begun to flirt with a guy, at least 5 years older, as well as his friends, in spite of the fact that Esther doesn’t like older guys, contrary to Imogen, she’s had lots of laughs. There was this nice friend, and also gentle, who’s driven her home. Imogen didn’t believe the next day that nothing happened. To Esther was weird too, she writes in her diary that is a pity that her age boys are not that kind and chivalrous, maybe she should change her likes, and worth more the inside that the appearance.

61. STOP LECTURING

This year marks are really bad to Esther, her parents have given her a warning about that. She’s having such a crazy life lately…, and they don’t even know the half of the things she does. The truth is that she doesn’t give a damn what they think, and when she has been talking about this with Maureen, agrees with them. That’s all that Esther needed right now! It’s not like she’s in her 20s, when you’re growing up you have mistakes and learn, at least that’s what she thinks, and not to be so overprotective. At High School things are calm, today, for example, Adam and Rud have fooling around her too much, she didn’t expect it, what a funny couple! Afterwards Esther and Imogen have been talking about that and another gossips, saying to Esther to go to a party. While they were dancing, in the party disco, Esther just remembered that she’d met Maureen, what a telling off!!!Another one…

57. MAD DAY

What an awful weekend, especially `cause when the girls were gossiping, they’ve said that Alvin likes Cindy and wants to ask her for a date. Again the old same story, can this be possible?This girl is always in the way. Meanwhile putting up with Imogen, since she had been drinking before alone, alone?Why does she drink alone, anyway?That’s sad. Well, the thing is that, while they were going in the way to the pubs, some of them have to stop because she’s begun to bring up, including Ge’ne and his boyfriend, complaining all the time. That doesn’t help. Yet, in the pub, Esther can see the new relation between Alvin and Cindy, that’s disgusting for her. How can a person changes its mind like that??´Til both of them get involved. After that the silly Cindy is going towards Esther to ask her about that: -`are you kidding me?´?-answered Esther-`you’ve already kissed him´. Still with the dumb face Cindy doesn’t know what the exact answer is. Just amazing: -`Whatever Cindy, do whatever you want, obviously this guy is an asshole for me´ And there she goes again with another lout. Esther gets so annoyed that the more she drinks the more she wants. Then, some hours later Elmer shows up, and again, not knowing how, they get involved. But Esther realises soon the horrible mistake she’s having and leaves the pub as quickly as possible. Even though she’s not that drunk , still mad. When she gets home, writes down in her diary, she really needs to get out of her system, she feels so let down, and disappointed by Cindy, but maybe is not all her fault, but she could have rejected him, right??And no one else cares about that, it is true that it seems silly and perhaps she didn´t like Alvin that much, but apparently that was in her head, not in the heart, she can’t control it.

49. The Betrayal

Today there are events in the neighborhood. Wendy wanted to meet Esther, she didn’t want to reject that plan, but told her friends to go there, who unfortunately, didn’t go, and had to stay with Wen, Mai and Ivy. It was not as bad as Esther thought, ‘cause actually she doesn’t really like that kind od stuff. But they were at some funfairs, and had a couple of drinks. Despite that Esther got boring, saying that she was leaving, however the other girls insisted her to go to the city center, where they met Esther’s group, of course, with the lout guys. They’re so assholes, but Esther didn’t care, she was so drunk in that moment, so much..., that suddenly a gipsy fat guy : Elmer, began to flirt with her and they got involved!, just like that. Then Maureen, freacking out, adviced Esther to leave. When they were going to The Hunderts they saw Ivy and Co. talking with some weird girls, who begun to tear each other’s hair out, hitting them and fighting, that was so shocking that Esther forgot she was drunk, and hear those gypsies telling the girls, that was from Maisie’s and not to tease her anymore. Afterwards tey tried to chear them up. Wendy said that some of them stole her, she had lots of money, because of her birthday, That was amazing!!!it was her birthday????she didn’t know anything!!!They went back home. Esther wrote in her diary that she’s grateful for the good friends she has, after all,...