99. OBSESSED

Today it’s been a whole funny day; there have been just 3 classes, because apparently some teachers had a dinner last night and they got sick, so: half free day! Esther has been talking to Wendy about Jay, and she’s tried to help her stop that obsession with him, that she can’t be all the time thinking about what could happen between them, if ever, or how to react, what to say? so.. the typical Esther thing. Afterwards, Imogen was joining and began to say such silly weird things that she was just coming out with!! That Esther had to tell her off and then again another kind of argument, could this be so common? Obviously Wendy couldn’t believe all that, so, tired of that, they went home. Then, there she was Esther, in her bedroom, thinking again about Jay, so much, that she’s even phoned him 4 times! Until he took it, how embarrassing! At least she has listened to his voice today. In her way to the leaving room, the family was watching the football game, so unbelievable! All of them? Her sisters hate football! And just because the local team has won, there’s been like a celebration. Honestly, this is Esther’s favourite part of her family, no matter how hard her father and sisters yell, the food, very well made from her mother, was the only moment of little peace, all of them, there, quiet, eating and enjoying the meals and dessert.

81. A GOOD BEGINNING

This summer it’s been cool. Maureen has a crush with Luke and the girls have been almost all weekends following him and his friends, she is so shy that she doesn’t even ask him or anything. This entire story is a bit tiring for Esther, all the time doing the same and at the end nothing happens, what a prospect! So, one Saturday Esther and Imogen got lost, not knowing where the hell they were ´til they run into Becky and his boyfriend Lester, they both were with another boy whom Esther already knew when they were child, they used to go to the mountain with their families, especially the fathers, who were friends. His name was Derek. They became very happy of that moment and began to chat a lot, even they got involved, something quite difficult because Imogen was in their way, and beginning to be annoying. So, after some couple of pubs they got lost on purpose. At the end of the night they finally meet Ivy and Maureen, who don’t like Derek. They are a bit critical lately. But nooo, do not criticize the stupid behaviour of Maureen, following some guy during 2 months without doing anything to make him see that she likes him, and not letting them help her…

76. GOSSIPS A full day of arguments. After class Esther’s been joking with Adam. Now they’re together very often. Why it will be? ( but she actually knows the reason). During the break, Betty has had a fight with a girl because she’d been with Ozzie, thanks Godness Esther doesn’t go out with them anymore. In the way of all of this was Stelle, ‘cause they’re now very good friends. It seems at the end the group’s been dividing. That’s what she has been explaining to the class and then later Ge’ne’s got mad at Esther telling her off. “- Seriously??? Ge’ne and her silly things” When Esther was having a rest from all the mess, not knowing why suddenly it’s been another fight between 2 guys of the class, one of them is friends with Maisie, it does not sound good… After all this Glen’s called Esther and they’ve met for that afternoon. At least Imogen apologized, by her way of course, for the last weekend behaviour. Going home with Wendy, they enjoyed gossiping about all and this means the strange good relation with Adam, wondering why, the sudden separations in the girls group, how everything can change in the twinkle of an eye and maybe even for worse. But at least it was not her business; she prefers to focus on her new love relation which gives her hope to believe that life can be more and better than she thinks, and not to see things in black.

67. SHOWING OFF THE CHARACTER

Today, at class Adam was teasing Esther incessantly, so she got mad at him, even Rud was on her part, that was weird though, he speaking to her and being kind, more than Imogen. Thanks to God that the rest of the class are also nice. Rud's said that Adam has not a girlfriend, another joke... And with all kind of silly conversations, Esther has been telling off again. This is so not fair, always it's me, this geography teacher has something against her, so that's when Esther replied to her in an angry voice and very seriously, that it was not her fault and the only one talking. All the classrooms were quiet. After all that they were cheering her up. “Yeah, they seem to be friends, but they never get involved when they know it's all about them”. She played truants with Wendy and went home. So, there they were, again, eating snacks, playing cards, talking, smoking...That's a real friend. Later Imogen showed up, messing Esther to go with her somewhere else, besides after that she had to go back home alone. And no thanks or anything, why is she like that? Lately Esther is sillier than usually, she wishes Imogen could be more like Wendy, more normal...

62. MISTAKES AND FLIRTINGS

Yesterday night was a High School Party, and honestly kind of boring. At least there was a cute boy, who knew Maureen, they studied in the same Primary School, but different classrooms, so with nice views… This Saturday it was another dressing-up party. At the beginning in a house, there was a little mess between the group of girls, ‘cause apparently Stelle got involved with some guy, and when his boyfriend knew it, begun to look for him, sometimes she’s a bit silly. It’s a good job that they didn’t find the guy; because he doesn’t have any fault. After a couple of hours the trio (Maureen, Imogen, and Esther ) got lost on purpose. In a bar Imogen’s begun to flirt with a guy, at least 5 years older, as well as his friends, in spite of the fact that Esther doesn’t like older guys, contrary to Imogen, she’s had lots of laughs. There was this nice friend, and also gentle, who’s driven her home. Imogen didn’t believe the next day that nothing happened. To Esther was weird too, she writes in her diary that is a pity that her age boys are not that kind and chivalrous, maybe she should change her likes, and worth more the inside that the appearance.

59 ANOTHER CIRCLE

This past week Esther has been meeting Matthew, he’s nice but a little very young, despite his kindness, still silly, and today, for example, the louts have been teasing him, too much cruel and mean, even there’s almost a fight. Moreover Esther doesn’t know how and why, but lately Alvin is talking to her all the time, when this happen she likes more that group, specially since she really likes Alvin. Later suddenly, Rossie’s had a trouble with some girls, because apparently his boyfriend had another girlfriend and when all of them find it out there has been almost another fight against Rossie. What a tense night! Thanks to God that Troy’s group have passed and help the girls, although they have been laughing of that, not really funny to Esther though. So, Rossie at the end hasn’t lasted long time with his boy, and Esther right now is doubting, let’s make a list of Pros and Cons.

57. MAD DAY

What an awful weekend, especially `cause when the girls were gossiping, they’ve said that Alvin likes Cindy and wants to ask her for a date. Again the old same story, can this be possible?This girl is always in the way. Meanwhile putting up with Imogen, since she had been drinking before alone, alone?Why does she drink alone, anyway?That’s sad. Well, the thing is that, while they were going in the way to the pubs, some of them have to stop because she’s begun to bring up, including Ge’ne and his boyfriend, complaining all the time. That doesn’t help. Yet, in the pub, Esther can see the new relation between Alvin and Cindy, that’s disgusting for her. How can a person changes its mind like that??´Til both of them get involved. After that the silly Cindy is going towards Esther to ask her about that: -`are you kidding me?´?-answered Esther-`you’ve already kissed him´. Still with the dumb face Cindy doesn’t know what the exact answer is. Just amazing: -`Whatever Cindy, do whatever you want, obviously this guy is an asshole for me´ And there she goes again with another lout. Esther gets so annoyed that the more she drinks the more she wants. Then, some hours later Elmer shows up, and again, not knowing how, they get involved. But Esther realises soon the horrible mistake she’s having and leaves the pub as quickly as possible. Even though she’s not that drunk , still mad. When she gets home, writes down in her diary, she really needs to get out of her system, she feels so let down, and disappointed by Cindy, but maybe is not all her fault, but she could have rejected him, right??And no one else cares about that, it is true that it seems silly and perhaps she didn´t like Alvin that much, but apparently that was in her head, not in the heart, she can’t control it.

54. THERE’S NO NEED TO GO THAT FAR

Today: big party. Of course the plan is the same, Esther has to encourage Maureen and Imogen because they don’t want to go the premises. But they were just the group of girls, gossiping about Friday’s plan ‘cause Esther, Stelle and Ge’ne met, with his boyfriends, and more friends of them. Again, Esther drunk so much that in some way she got involved with Pitch, kind of “this is 1 chance I don’t intend to miss” in the loon, a bit dirty(she’s not like that at all). So, laughing out loud, except Imogen, totally horrifed, like Maureen, oh!come on!is not such a big deal. However, it seems that for them it is a big deal, and they don’t talk to her, soooo dull. Anyway, more to enjoy with the rest of the girls. In the end all of them are very drunk, even Maureen, who’s got involved with the hottest guy of the louts: Jessy. But Esther was already ok, and went away to breath fresh air, with Imogen and Ivor, walking around. In a pub they’ve met Maureen’s sister: Phoebe, and there they have been, talking together with another guys, Esther thought they were all friends, but apparently not ‘til she’s realised one of them was flirting, and they’ve got involved. Afterwards Imogen and Esther got mad, even though Imogen was talking with his friend, didn’t recommend her to be with that guy. –“What???But, what’s going on??!Is not like we’re getting married, dude..”- said Esther, who thinks is worse than her mother, hahahaha

52. The fight

Today there’s a different plan, -“they could have said it before!”-, besides it turns out to be with ‘the louts’, they’ve had to put up with them all night long, and even they were thrown out of a bar, because of the guys’ fault, they were nicking and asking for money to Esther, and Elmer was bothering her. Anyway, disturbing as always as usual. Afterwards they’ve met in a bar with ‘the group’.While they were talking, Ozzie showed up and asked who dated who, and Troy said joking, with Stelle. Of course Franky got mad, and hit him. What a big fight!!!!Stelle angrily grabbed Franky and left together. There were arguments and separations, Maureen and Esther stayed with Troy and Co. explaining the other girls the situation. After all that mess, Esther met Hugh and Alvin, from High School, who were too much nice, maybe drunk,hahaha....Oh!!and she ‘d met Adam tooooooo, that cheer her up a lot. At last Maureen met him, she finished that crazy night so happy,that she forgot what happened before.

47. Funny times at HIgh School

It seems that Esther is having more fun in this course's class, than hanging out with her friends, and see what could happen 'cause she's all the time staring at Adam, but she gets embarrased with the thing that he's Rud's friend, although they look at the girls too. Today, for example, at drawing class, Hank sit down near Esther and hasn't stopped doing silly things, asking for her all the time a pencil, a paper,....Behind them were Rud, Adam and Alvin, on the front was Hugh, who has been all the time taking Esther's tools, also Alvin asking her(setting constantly his finger on her back) . Imogen doesn't understand anything, and Rud was laughing with Adam, but that's no point to be rude with him. In the end, Esther has been telling off, just amazing to her, why her??? Thanks to God the bell rings, because they could have been thrown out. Imogen says to Esther to go to he park to talk about that weird situation, and they have met Maisie and Wendy, also playing truants, it's such a good weather! They have done a lot of stuff: talking, smoking, even attending a sèance, playing cards. They have been teasing Imogen a little, because sometimes is so easy..., but Esther has noticed that she's realised all that jokes, saying madly to Esther to go with her to her house, finally they've cleared things out.

45. Rossie’s birthday

These birthday things are really messy. At the end Stelle and Rossie are celebrating it together, at this stage. Apparently Rossie is not well with Chuck and they’ve had an entertained party with that gossip. Rossie has also invited one cousin of her, accompanied by his friend, and other unknown people. This has been a big surprise, especially to the people who was not invited. Among all these discussions Rossie’s parents showed up, and they gated her, the rest of people left quickly. However the girls carried on their party, some guys drove them to the city center, but that was crazy, because the driver was drunk, and they realized that in the car. In the way to the pubs they met the usual people, including Troy, who joined Esther. Some girls met the new group of boys, who looked madly at Troy, but he didn’t realise and flirted with Maureen. Esther was amazed and had to put up with the other boys, who are kind of LOUTS, did you know this???So, she preferred to stay with Ivor, who was staring all the time at Stelle kissing and other things, with Franky, “-What the hell is she doing with him???- asked Ivor to Esther; obviously he was in love with her, no doubt.

44. The rainy night

So, today it's supposed to be the hunting super-plan. Although is not to going to be like that, because it doesn't stop raining, these girls want to go out, but this is such a bad weather. Of course they've drunk and smoke, and everything in the premises, that's cool, not rain, lots of laughs and besides is cheap. The bad side is that Stelle has a new friend: Ivor, who is a bit tiring and silly. Esther thinks he likes Stelle, all the time with her... Esther is afraid they're too much drunk and stoned, as usual, and still raining outside. To Esther this plan is boring, they didn't see anyone, and she wants to go home `cause that's sad. While they were going to take the bus, some guys stood under Esther's umbrella, just like that! So there they were talking. Esther said it was small to 5 people. But these guys insisted: Frank (the funny guy), Aidan (the most handsome), Ozzie (the cocky one). Of course, the girls began to mark them, well, these group of guys wanted to join the rest of his friends, all trying to convince Esther, but it was not than difficult, and not a long way. So, they met the rest of the boys. They were a lot!In just 5 minutes Franky and Stelle got involved. They went to a pub, and when Esther got out from the toilet saw Aidan with Ge'ne, but...her friends???No one was there, jus 'Pitch', who began to talk with her, and other things..... It's obvius that was too much drunk, hahaha...(getting involved in the back of the toilet)

40. Weirdos

There's a small party before holidays 'cause all the girls have they're own plannes. Esther, for example, is going to a summer camp, but this is the last one for her. That night it was this new girl, Ge'ne's friend: Imogen. The thing is that Esther doesn't know how happened but they 2 lost together, and it was weird, well...SHE'S weird, funny but very mean and rude with guys. Later they found the other girls, who were a bit boring, so Esther not . while she was explaining the half and hour with Imogen they laughed; is not funny! Maybe is better Heather, who, they met, and said to the girls that Maisie got involved with Cheek, and they had a fight.2 girls for a boy, that's sad. In the middle of the night, in their way to the pubs, Esther saw some of his ex, buff!!and later Wendy and Ivy, who joined to them. But step by step, the girls were leaving, but Esther wanted to be longer, and then they met Aaron and Austin. So, Aaron begun to talk with Wendy and Ivy, whereas Austin and Esther were getting closer, he was flattering to her all the time and they kissed . They decided to go to a calmer place, talking about the summer planning. Even though Austin wanted to date her. Suddenly Aaron showed up, what a tiring guy!There was Esther, standing their boys silly things, maybe this Austin guy is kind of dim, well both of them, then Esther looked at her watch:hometime!They boys didn't care about that, and said goodbye, Esther couldn't believe that, it has to be a course to study boy's behaviour, that what she wrote in her diary, so dissapointed...