101. FANCY DRESS

Dressing party! Supposedly the girls were agree with the costume dress to wear, but Imogen didn’t like it and thought about another one, obviously she needed to do something more different, because if not, she wasn’t happy. The thing is that she called Esther all worried to help her, telling her to go with the same costume dress, damn!! Why Esther can’t say no? So there they were both of them at Imogen’s getting dressed looking for clothes and so on… Probably and this is weird, this was the first time Esther was in her big house, her mother was surprisingly around, it was actually really incredible, Esther never had a friend with that kind of lifestyle, but definitely Imogen wasn’t the typical rich posh girl. Finally they went out and just because it was good weather, Imogen took some wine and coke to drink at their spot. Unexpectedly that was fun, Esther talked to lots of people, including Derek with one friend, who even spoke with Imogen, that was weird for Esther because they didn’t like each other at all. He and his friend looked quite high. The worst is that apparently Derek told Imogen that Esther was good at sex, what the hell? Imogen got mad at her ‘cause she didn’t expect something like that, but obviously it was a joke, but nobody believed her after that, neither the rest of her friends, seriously? That was unbelievable, Esther got really disappointed with her friends. Why would she lie? And then they were talking about who was virgin or not. This is something not usual to talk about. Such a taboo conversation, especially because actually all the girls were virgin, of course, they're 17

93. HAVING A GOOD TIME

This week has been horrible, what a cold Esther had! At least she felt better at the weekend, and when Maureen phoned her, she told her about everything that had happened. When they went out Imogen brought hash, because of some contacts. She definitely surprised the girls. It was a long time that they didn’t have that kind of plan, which makes Esther being sleepy and silly, whereas her friends had been joking around, even when they saw Adam, who left astonished. Esther was having lots of fun with Imogen, talking about Luke, they both think they scared him, ‘cause he also left appalled. Maureen felt embarrassed, not knowing where to hide, but the girls cheered her up. Later they run into JM and his friends, and one of them was making fun of Esther, she felt really annoyed about that, it reminded her to that past she didn’t want to remember ever in her life, all those humiliating days, putting up with cruel and mean behaviour from people who didn’t like her way of be. Now, she finally could be almost whoever she wanted, because she had real friends, who accept her in every way. But that doesn’t mean that some guys, or people, still like teasing other people to feel better with themselves, so sad…

75. THE AGENDA

“ Don't ask me why, but in my way to class from the break, Ralph took my agenda, where was all full of the notes between Imogen and me, and he knows about Adam, so...talking to Wendy about it. What a terrible moment, "don't you have life Ralph?? Live me alone!" Thank God I said it was before, because now I like my boyfriend. However, Wendy didn't believe me, why not? It's true! Adam almost read everything. What a big talking to the class, and Imogen didn't care, all the time laughing, and it was all her fault. I met tonight with wendy, who wants to meet Glen, taking advantage we've been talking about the morning thing, god!she's a bit tiring! So, you still like Adam?-asks Wendy Nooo, I don't -( I answered a bit doubtfully) I don't believe you-says Wendy Come on! Don't be tiring Wen, he's cute, but nothing else, and it's just impossible - Esther why impossible? - Wendy Because she also has a girlfriend, and he could have tried something, but didn't do it,'cause he doesn't like me. So the best is to forget everything - Esther when I've been later with Glen, it's been better, who's brought more friends, and Wendy really likes him for me, but I think she's still with the Adam thing, that's past. Of course, Imogen's been rude, and I've had to calm her down, -but what the hell is wrong?? Try to have fun girl... She's even scared Glen. Tonight he's driven me home, so sweet! I really need this right now”