66. FALSENESS AROUND

All the girls have met to go out, and this didn't happen for a long time: 8 girls and Ivor, who, by the way, confessed them that he likes Molly, and it was supposed to be Stelle the one he liked. Anyway, the thing is that even though Esther didn't feel a lot of kindness for him, they've spent all this night together. She've found out that Cindy is not with Alvin any more, whome Esther totally has forgotten, because this is the night she's going to meet Jay, sooo gorgeous. So, while Esther was thinking it was a cool night, just in that moment they've met the louts, and even Elmer was all the time annoying her, such a nightmare! But the most shocking was when they all saw Maureen and Alvin getting involved. Afterwards there have been separations and Esther left with Ivor, who didn't want to see Molly with Isaac, so both of them, getting out their chest. When it was late, and Esther was going home, she met Maureen, who was apologising continuously, that she accepted, but actually that was kind of false from her part because she's criticizing all the time about the louts and everybody's behaviour, as if she was a saint, and later she does the same damn stuff, so...what's the point?

65. ADAM'S RIB

Esther doesn't like gyms, but today was the exception, she had the resit and....passed it, yeahhhh!!!!! She was so happy that has been talking a lot to Adam, and such a lot of confidence, that he told her he's dating someone, what a blow! Nor Wendy neither Imogen believed that. -“Tonight a celebration!”- exclaimed Wendy, and the girls were really keen on that plan. They've started well, but got lost, Esther with Ivy and Henrietta......sooo.....boring....., well it'd be better to say, that THEY'RE boring. But she's met people that introduces her other ones. The best of the night: she met Adam!!! talking for a while and he told her that he'd seen the other lost couple, and asking him where. 30 minutes later they've finally found each other, thank goodness. And the first thing they say to her: “Adam likes you”. Really???? what a little liars, but how nice from their part, or it could be true?

64. TEENAGERS

Lately Esther is having real fun at class, maybe too much, she talks to a lot of classmates, which is not that usual, compare to last year and primary school, where she couldn't have any kind of conversation but with 3 people, more or less. Today she's been joking with Hugh and Ralph, joining, of course, later Adam, unexplainable! They didn't realise how mad was the teacher 'til she expelled Esther, telling her she was on the wrong way to go the university, and that her mother was going to know about all that, not good news...”why is such a big deal?” During the break Hugh and his friend Teddy tried to cheer her up, and went together to the park to smoke. In their way back to school, to Head Teacher's room, the first time that Esther has to go there. What a big telling off from her mother, again..., this time with her sisters, and they have been also complaining “what the hell??? This is not of your business!”-thinks Esther. The next Friday she could go out at night, so everything forgotten, that's what really brings her life. As usual, she's been drinking a lot, in addition there was a party in the louts' premises, and Esther got involved with most of them. However that was not such a fun time to her.

63. NOTHING BUT JOKES

This last week has been awkward, evrybod explaining things to Esther, Stelle was disgusted for everything that happened with Franky (Esther still doesn't understand why they are together), what's more, her father found a condom in the premises, so he's forbidden her to use that place, so, the girls have to search another place to drink. At class the teacher has told her off, just like that, and finally she changed Esther of desk, at the end of the classroom. That was so unfair, it was Rud and Hugh's fault, all the time fooling around, joining Adam later, who was in the other side. Of course, all that is on her marks and folders. She went back home with Wendy, complaining about all those things, and she tries to calm Esther down, for a while, this means eating as most as possible, “ you feel so good afterwards” (chocolate doughnuts, snacks, sweets,...). When she felt better, she went home. She had an amazing dream that night: romantic and funny moments with Adam, which finished weirdly though, he had a green face!

62. MISTAKES AND FLIRTINGS

Yesterday night was a High School Party, and honestly kind of boring. At least there was a cute boy, who knew Maureen, they studied in the same Primary School, but different classrooms, so with nice views… This Saturday it was another dressing-up party. At the beginning in a house, there was a little mess between the group of girls, ‘cause apparently Stelle got involved with some guy, and when his boyfriend knew it, begun to look for him, sometimes she’s a bit silly. It’s a good job that they didn’t find the guy; because he doesn’t have any fault. After a couple of hours the trio (Maureen, Imogen, and Esther ) got lost on purpose. In a bar Imogen’s begun to flirt with a guy, at least 5 years older, as well as his friends, in spite of the fact that Esther doesn’t like older guys, contrary to Imogen, she’s had lots of laughs. There was this nice friend, and also gentle, who’s driven her home. Imogen didn’t believe the next day that nothing happened. To Esther was weird too, she writes in her diary that is a pity that her age boys are not that kind and chivalrous, maybe she should change her likes, and worth more the inside that the appearance.

61. STOP LECTURING

This year marks are really bad to Esther, her parents have given her a warning about that. She’s having such a crazy life lately…, and they don’t even know the half of the things she does. The truth is that she doesn’t give a damn what they think, and when she has been talking about this with Maureen, agrees with them. That’s all that Esther needed right now! It’s not like she’s in her 20s, when you’re growing up you have mistakes and learn, at least that’s what she thinks, and not to be so overprotective. At High School things are calm, today, for example, Adam and Rud have fooling around her too much, she didn’t expect it, what a funny couple! Afterwards Esther and Imogen have been talking about that and another gossips, saying to Esther to go to a party. While they were dancing, in the party disco, Esther just remembered that she’d met Maureen, what a telling off!!!Another one…

60. DROWNING THE SORROWS

Esther has arrived late to the Confirmation course and the nun of course, has told her off: -“you’ve got to take seriously this course, to be in peace with God and be a good catholic, if not you’re out” To Esther actually is not such a big deal, so she’s thinking again about attending that course, but she’s fed up, even her friends are not going. With all that bothering to Esther, she has decided to drink, of course with the same group as usual. And that’s great fun, because Alvin is there, fooling around her, but she likes that…’Till a moment that Esther suddenly has the feeling to bring up. The worst is that some class mates were there, what a shame!However, they have been very kind to see if she’s ok. After all this, Esther has met, again, Troy and his new friends, because he’s told her that the group where he was before splitted up. And there, they have been, talking about that and the reasons (dislikes, difference of opinions…) Her friends got annoyed because of that, talking with Troy, like nothing had happened before. “Oh!Come on!is just a conversation” sometimes she doesn’t understand them. That’s a silly reason to her.

59 ANOTHER CIRCLE

This past week Esther has been meeting Matthew, he’s nice but a little very young, despite his kindness, still silly, and today, for example, the louts have been teasing him, too much cruel and mean, even there’s almost a fight. Moreover Esther doesn’t know how and why, but lately Alvin is talking to her all the time, when this happen she likes more that group, specially since she really likes Alvin. Later suddenly, Rossie’s had a trouble with some girls, because apparently his boyfriend had another girlfriend and when all of them find it out there has been almost another fight against Rossie. What a tense night! Thanks to God that Troy’s group have passed and help the girls, although they have been laughing of that, not really funny to Esther though. So, Rossie at the end hasn’t lasted long time with his boy, and Esther right now is doubting, let’s make a list of Pros and Cons.